Unshared joy is an unlighted candle.

Merry Christmas!!

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 00:57:18 GMT

Outer Glow abuse is so much fun, hahaha. XD

EDIT: REUPLOADED! I don't know what happened, it was working fine before. >_<

【答えてちょーだい☆バトン】

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 03:57:19 GMT

I got hit by a Japanese meme, and I tagged some people on LJ. ^^;;
I hope no one minds if their names came up...orz
You don't have to do it if you don't want to. ^^

Basically, just list 10 of your friends and the characters they remind you of.
Everyone whose names came up are tagged.
That's it. ^^

【答えてちょーだい☆バトン】

■ルール
・お友達の名前を10人あげて、その人から連想するキャラ名を答えてね！
・名前の出た人は、必ず答えてね！
・一度やった人はスルー可！

りのさん---エース、ブラックさん
みつさん---ユリウス、エース
ぽちさん---エース、ビバ様
凡さん---エース、ユリウス♀
山本さん---メア様
ぷよこさん---ボリス、エリオット
嘉穂さん---エース、ブラッド、グレイ
 pocketbiscuit ---Gray, Blood
auburn_leaves ---Nightmare, Takuma
keodear ---...All of the Starry Sky characters? orz

(Half these people probably don't even read either one of my journals. orz)

Executioner End / Knight End

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 22:24:22 GMT

Okay...I shouldn't be playing games now, but I couldn't help myself and I sped through Ace and Julius's routes (~3 hours each) and I'm going to actually read them through carefully once Jan 15th comes. Stupid college apps. =A=;;

Anyway, has anyone else gotten Executioner End / Knight End yet? I haven't seen anyone summarize it yet, so I guess I'll do it myself? ^^;;

If you've seen BAD END, you should know how both ends start.

Alice wanders to the entrance to the circus for no apparent reason. She had this feeling that she just had to go there no matter what and just stands around there because there's a sign that says unauthorized people aren't supposed to go in.

But then she hears a voice calling her name and looks around to see if someone she knows called her, but no one's there. She feels really insecure for some reason, when these kids from the circus, a girl and a boy, come up to her and ask Alice if she's lost and if she wants them to guide her. So she tells them that she's not lost and that she'll go back because the circus isn't even open anymore.

The kids tell her to go into the circus because they're running it now, and Alice wonders if they're going to practice and thinks they're cute, and the kids tell her that she can go in because they've approved of her.

So they go in.

And Alice gets chained to a dartboard (or something). And they throw real knives at her. o_o;;

Alice: Stop it!
Kids: Why?
Alice: Let me go!
Kids: Why?
Alice: What do you mean, why!?

Alice is even more frightened because the kids are acting like they're playing with toys and just practicing.

Alice: I'll die! Stop it! Someone! Why isn't anyone else here!?

They explain that the circus is over and Joker has left already because he's "busy." Alice tell them that it can't be helped, and they reply that it can't be helped but they're lonely because they've been left behind.

And the girl throws a knife at Alice when...

Knight End:

「正義の味方、ただいま参上」

Ace shows up in his mask and cloak and everything and deflects the knife!

Ace: I'M THE ALLY OF JUSTICE!!!! 8D

XDDDDDDDD

Alice and the two kids: ......................Umm what? =A=;;
Ace: I'm the Ally of Justice!
Kids: ...Who?
Ace: .......Like I said, I'm the Ally of...

Kids: Are you some kind of degenerate!?!?
Ace: De......
Ace: ......Degenerate?
Ace: ...Ha, haha, that's horrible...
Alice: BUT THAT'S HOW YOU LOOK. =_=;;
Ace: How horrible...is that what you say to the hero who came rushing in to save you? ;A;
Alice: ......Yes, but however you look at it, you look like a total weirdo. =A=;;

Alice tries to talk to him, but Ace cuts her off and starts a speech about how he's a knight who was "passing by" and is the knight who came to save the princess.

Ace: ......So that would make you guys the villains. Should I kill you? :D

Alice comments that Ace just looks like a suspicious looking guy with his sword raised. And then there's a long silence with many, many dots. XD

Ace: ...Eh?
Kids: .........SCARY!!!
Ace: ......Wha-?

So now the kids are really scared, but not because Ace has his sword raised, but because HE'S A TOTAL WEIRDO and they start to back away slowly. XDD

Ace: Eh? Wait......you guys?
Kids: YOU WEIRDO!!!! AHHHH SCARYYYY!!!!!
Ace: EHH!? WAIT, HEY......!
Kids: DON'T COME NEAR US YOU WEIRDO!!!!

And they run away screaming. XDDDDDDD

Ace: ............
Alice: ......Well, that reaction is to be expected.
Ace: *laughs weakly* ...Ha, hahaha......haha......;A;
Ace: *sighs* Somehow.......I feel like I'm the one that got cut...

And he takes off his mask and says that he wanted to look cool, but...(obviously, that failed completely. XDDDD)

Alice: Anyway, thanks for saving me. ^^
Ace: Yeah. I am a knight, after all. I came to pick you up, my lady. ^^

And Alice feels totally relieved, repeating "Thank goodness" over and over, but all of her strength gives out and Ace has to support her.

Alice comments that Ace's timing was too amazing.

Ace: Because it's the knight's role to have good timing in a pinch. ^^
Alice: I approve! You're definitely a knight.
Ace: Really? It's an honor coming from you. ^^

The End!

I was smiling and laughing through the whole thing. ^^

And now...

Executioner End! (You get this by seeing Ace Events 1~16 but not seeing event 17.)

Rewind back to when the girl is about to throw a knife at Alice.

Guess who comes to save Alice! It's Ace! Again. He deflects the two knives. Again.

「……ふう。危ない、危ない」
「……や。奇遇だね、アリス」

He actually did look pretty heroic this time. XD

But then Alice notices that Ace isn't wearing his usual red clothes.
This time he's wearing his executioner's outfit (kind of like Joker's).

Ace asks Alice why she's here, and Alice throws the question back at him, when

「しょ、処刑人！？」

Kids: E-executioner!? Why did the executioner come out!?

And while Alice wonders why they're calling him this,

Kids: Why are you here!?
Ace: Hmm? Oh, it's a coincidence. ^^
Kids: Coincidence...?
Ace: Yup. Coincidence. I al~ways end up in some strange place.
Ace: I was really unlucky this time too. This time I had knives come flying at me...

And he plays with the two knives that got thrown at him...

Ace: Please don't throw knives at me. ^^

*THROWS THEM BACK at the girl who threw them and cuts her cheek*

Kids: WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?
Ace: Eh? Haha, I gave them back. But it looks like I missed. Sorry. ^^
Kids: Why are you getting back at us!?
Ace: What are you talking about? I just wanted to give them back. ^^
Kids: Why?
Ace: Because you threw them at me. ^^
Kids: B-but we weren't throwing them at you!
Ace: Eh? But they came flying at me. ^^
Kids: That's because you got in the way! More like you flew in! It wasn't a coincidence at all! Yeah! It's not our fault!

Ace: *starts speaking in that voice*.....So are you saying that it's my fault?
Kids: T-that's...!
Ace: Hahaha...it's not my fault, right? But if it's not my fault, then whose is it......? ......Isn't it you guys?
Kids: !!!
Ace: You don't have permission from Joker and you're just running around wildly. Did you get attracted by the foreigner even though you're just toys?
Ace: It's not like I don't understand that feeling, but...*glances at Alice*

Alice notes that Ace's eyes are devoid of any warmth. Ace turns back and says,

「でも、駄目だぜ？子供がおいたをしちゃあ……」
「……うっかり、斬り捨てそうになる」

Kids: *thoroughly frightened now* B-but this place isn't even your post!!
Kids: Don't just go wherever you want! Don't just say whatever you want!
Ace: Haha, what is this? Are you preaching to me?
Kids: Doesn't it say outside that unauthorized people aren't supposed to come in!?
Ace: Yeah, it does. I ended up here because I got lost.
Kids: You liar! It's written outside in huge font!
Ace: Unauthorized people aren't allowed in? But that means I can come in, doesn't it?
Ace: I'm authorized. Much more than you guys, am I wrong?
Kids: ....B-but your post is...
Ace: ...Don't make such a fuss about it. I'm not fond of the sounds of machines creaking.

Ace brandishes his shiny sword and steps towards them.

Kids: J-just because you're the executioner doesn't mean that you can do whatever you--
Ace: *cutting him off* It's fine.

「この子は、俺の獲物なんだから」

Alice: WHAT? What are you talking about!? O_o;;

Kids: Your...? But she's still---!
Ace: ...I thought I told you to shut up. I don't want to hear your voices.

Ace turns back to Alice.

「狩られる側にまわりたいか？」

Alice isn't sure who Ace is referring to now.

Ace: Do you want me to break you? Do you want me to trample until you can't be repaired anymore?

And then he starts to sexually harass Alice while she's still up on the dartboard and can't move and the kids are watching.

Ace: Or do you want to become my toy?
Alice: Ace! Stop it!

Ace turns back to the children.

Ace: Should I try this sword out on you?
Kids: W-we didn't know she was yours! It's not our fault!

They both run away. Alice is relieved because she thought she was going to be killed and she thanks Ace.
When Ace doesn't say anything, Alice thinks that the smaller threats are gone now, but Ace is still there. Ace was the one who saved her, but he was much scarier than the two children who were throwing knives at her earlier. Ace faces Alice again.

Ace: ......You look nice, Alice.

He just smiles at her without untying her or anything, so she's still tied to the dartboard with her hands chained.

Ace: That appearance suits you.
Alice: Didn't you......come to save me?
Ace: I didn't. I didn't come here to save the imprisoned princess or anything like that.
Alice: .....Isn't that what a knight is supposed to do?
Ace: Sorry, but that's not the case.

Alice wonders which part he means. The meaning, or his status as a knight.

Alice: Then why are you here? (Is he angry? O_O;;)

「ん？そうだなあ……。偶然と……、狩場を荒らされるのを防ぎに来ただけ」

Alice: ...Territory?

Suddenly, Ace takes his sword and violently stabs it into the dartboard right next to Alice.

And starts harassing her again.

Alice: Wha--! Stop it!
Ace: I won't. *kisses Alice and shuts her up*

分厚い頑丈そうな素材で出来た的なのに、突き立てられた彼の剣は今にも切り裂いてしまいそうだ。

（……私ごと、斬り裂かれそう）

あながち冗談でもなく、的とともに真っ二つに裂けた自分が脳裏に浮かぶ。

いつでも喉を斬り裂かれそうな緊迫感。

「……っふ」

笑うような溜息と共に、唇が離れる。

だが、体は離れない。剣も間近に刺さったまま。

Ace: ...Alice. It's your fault for getting lost here.

Alice notes that Ace is whispering to her the way a lover would and realizes that that's what their relationship was like. When she wished for someone to help her, the image of the person she drew in her mind was of Ace.

It doesn't feel weird to call him her lover anymore, but now Alice starts despairing because she doesn't know anything about Ace, what kind of person he is, what kinds of things he does. She doesn't know what Ace thinks of her and what kinds of things he thought about her.

「俺に、酷いことをさせるのは君……」

Who is this person? He's someone I know. He's Ace, but I don't know who he is. He's the Knight of Hearts. He lives in the same castle as me, he's Julius's friend, and he's an important person to me.

「俺が、裁いてあげる」

"The knight who came to save me isn't here."

The End. ;A;

So for Knight End, I was pretty much laughing through the whole thing, and for Executioner End, I was all ドキドキドキドキドキドキ!!!!! and then the ending killed me. ;A;

ハトアリ Halloween fanart

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:42:36 GMT

This is late, but oh well.

Bigger version is on my dA or my website. ^^

↑「え～～？何だよ？もっと努力してくれよ、酷いな～」
That's my "Halloween Costume" for school on Friday. XDDD

↑Obama masks kind of scare me.....actually all rubber masks scare me. O_O;;;

...I have no life.

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 19:43:51 GMT

Making Chibis~

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 03:54:55 GMT

BORIS LOOKS LIKE A PEDO

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 21:15:34 GMT

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

I got RTFQ'ed......;A;

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 22:51:23 GMT

Okay, so I took the Physics Regents today. :D

It wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be, but I really wanted to get a 100. I'm doing horribly in Physics, and I seriously need to raise my average. T_T

...

Easy question: Which of the following circuits has the smallest resistance?

(1) 4 Ω
(2) 1 Ω
(3) 1/2 Ω
(4) 2 Ω

"Oh, that's not so hard! The answer must be (1)!! :DDDD"

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*HEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESK
HEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESK
HEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESK
HEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESK
HEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESK
HEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESKHEADDESK*

Ahaha. I'm gonna go kill myself now. ;A;

T_T

Yeahhhh. That was kinda of depressing. DDD:

But I went to Kinokuniya today to look to see if they had HeartAlice, or at least Blade Comics Avarus.

They didn't. D:

But, but, I got Asuka! Which has Code Geass Chapter 30 in it!! 8DDDDDD

ASLKDJFLKDJFDK C.C. with amnesia is adorable. :DDD

A-an-and ASKDFJLKDFJKLD THERE WAS A RADIO CD WITH FUKUJUN AND NAKAMURA-SAN IN IT!! *HYPERVENTILATES AND DIES*

...............I actually don't really understand what they're saying, but I still think it's really funny. XDDDDD

Bloody Twins WIP~ :D

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 22:35:16 GMT

...SAI is awesome. X_X

.................Not that I know how to use it...XDDD

Dee was supposed to look kind of creepy and evil, but he looks too peaceful. I need to fix himmm. DDD:

A little art blocked

Fri, 19 Jun 2009 16:57:25 GMT

I'm working on a picture with Nunnally and Rolo right now, but after that, I have no idea what to draw. ;A;

...It looks okay so far. But Rolo's too short and I need to fix him so that he bends over or something.

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........................................................Nunnally looks creepier than Rolo.

Still playing games...and still not drawing...OTL

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 19:44:02 GMT

I started playing Heart no Kuni no Alice. THIS GAME IS AMAZING. *_*

...And I'm still artblocked. I really need to draw some nice stuff by September though...>_<

Stuff I need to draw once I feel like drawing:
Nunnally / Lelouch / Rolo : Hug 3koma
Zero being dramatic
Lelouch / Suzaku : Chess Pieces
C.C.
Kallen
Kallen / Suzaku
L
Allen : Cards
UK
Russia : sunflowers
Watanuki
Siscon Onii-chan

...I actually do like Kallen, but I hate to draw her. Same with Suzaku. I have no idea why.

Siigghhh~

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 09:33:10 GMT

Damn it. SAT on Saturday. AP History next Friday. AP Biology the Monday after. I'm so screwed.

No more drawing for me for a few weeks. ;A; ~~I'm artblocked anyway.~~

Onii-chan~!!

Sat, 28 Mar 2009 20:49:30 GMT

Yay, playing Onii-chan's route in Love Revo.

It's July 7th, I haven't gotten any CGs yet, and I ~~already~~ love him.

LMFAO This is his reaction to the 七夕 present. *grinning like an idiot* Epically happy voice. ~~I think I replayed it at least 6 times.~~ Hirakawa-san is awesome. XDD

On the 9th he keeps gushing about how Hitomi is, and then she just goes, "....Are you okay?" XDDDD

He gave her the fourth/last diet present to her on his own birthday. Wow. Nice timing. XDDD

*laughing so hard that she's crying*

Let's see...Jan 2.....
My Japanese sucks, but it think Hitomi is telling Onii-chan that there actually is someone she likes, to which he responds "......!? Is, is that true!? Is it anyone I know?"

And Hitomi is just joking, and is thinking about what crazy ~~sister complex~~ thing Onii-chan is going to say, when he says in this defeated voice, "...Yeah...of course you would."

「お前に本気で好きなヤツが出来たんなら、兄ちゃんはそれを応援してやるに決まってるだろ？」
「あ、けど、そいつとつき合う事になったら、ちゃんと兄ちゃんに紹介するんだぞ？」
「この先、兄ちゃんのかわりにヒトミを守れるかどうか……見定めないといけないからな」
「あ、そうだ、お兄ちゃん、ちょっと買い物があったあの忘れてた」
「悪いけど先帰っててくれるか？」

And he leaves.
...

ASKDJFKLDFJDIK ONII-CHAN ~~ILU~~ DON'T BE SAD ;aaaAAAAAaaa;

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ONII-CHAN WTF ARE YOU DOING
AHHHHHHH!! ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A;

So then she goes home it starts raining, and then if she goes out to look for him...

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「……何……考えてんだよ。おれは……っ」
「あいつの幸せが一番大事だなんて言っておきながら……結局」
「俺は……出来ないのかもしれない……」
「いつまでも、こうやっちる事が……」

And then he sees Hitomi.

「……風邪引いたら、どうするんだよ」
「いいんだよ、兄ちゃんは……」
「さ、帰ろうか……傘、ありがとな」

...

;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A; ;A;

Argh. I can't refuse any of his dates anymore! He gets all quiet and depressed, and it's heartbreaking. T_T

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OMFG WHITE DAY WHAT IS THISSS
*laughing like a maniac* OMFG XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ONII-CHAN ~~YOU SISCON~~ I LOVE YOU
He even called himself a siscon. XDDD

...Ahaha, he's ranting now. He's taking about how cute Hitomi will be, even when she's a grandma, and he wants to get a cat.

"......................." indeed.

WHY ARE YOU SO AWESOME!?!? ♥♥♥
And this is the BAD END ROUTE. And it was like, the best thing ever. If the good end route can top this, I'm going to like, end up drawing fanarts of Onii-chan for the rest of my life. O_O;;

NUUUU.

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 08:40:29 GMT

OH CRAP. I LOST MY PENCILCASE. NOW I HAVE NO DECENT PENCIL, PENS OR INKING PENS. ;A;

Wakatsuki-sensei! Buy me some inking pens, please! ;A;

Ugh. I usually hate cell shading, but I'm trying to draw this as if it's an in game CG. *FAIL* I can't draw his hair the way Yura does though. Going to sort of try coloring like her anyway though. My God, her style is awesome. *worships*

I'm going to die~

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 00:26:43 GMT

...I don't want to do my DBQ Essay! Or my AP Bio take home test, or my uber long AP French homework, or study for XXX tests next week. Someone save me~!! ;aaAAAAAaa;

*drops dead*

I need to stop procrastinating.

マッキー

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 18:51:46 GMT

aksjdhfkdj ~~His face looks a little weird, but~~ マッキー♥♥

I should stop playing Love Revo and do my homework. I have a stupid DBQ essay, take home test, and a quest tomorrow. ;A;

Mindless Rant

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 00:29:14 GMT

Ugh. I had to take freaking EIGHT TESTS LAST WEEK. WTF. And my teachers gave out a shitload of homework too. A couple of them were really easy, like French, but I'm pretty sure I failed my Physics, Biology, and US History tests. And I already have at least four tests next week. Crap. There's no way I can bring my average up now. Maybe taking 3 APs wasn't a good idea after all...

I'm in Art Crew for Junior SING!, so I had to go to school yesterday which was a Saturday for 6 hours. And the commute is over an hour long, so that was an epic 9 hours of wasted time....Hooray for getting paint everywhere, watching it dry, scraping it off, and pulling off paper stuck to fabric? And you know that blue tape you use to keep stuff clean? Well, we got paint all over it, and we had to scrape it off with our fingernails. Ow.

But there was a Duane Reade on the way home, so I bought myself $10 in Nexon Cash. Which I used to get an ostrich in Mabinogi. I had fun killing stuff in Ciar Dungeon last night. Oh yes. Violence is good. Unfortunately, I have no AP to upgrade my skills. Blah. Will have to wait till Saturday to get 5 more AP. They just recently started giving free service to everybody under level 30, so I'm going to go buy a bunch of characters and keep them all at level 29. Ahahahaha. >D

Read OHSHC chapter 69 today. Tamaki is adorable. XDD <3<3

Working on a Lelouch/Amnesia!C.C. two page comic atm. It's so crappy.

...I really don't feel like doing my homework or studying. And a little with drawing too. I haven't even touched Tegaki. Everything seems so pointless lately.

GRAWR

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 03:50:32 GMT

I HATE PHYSICS.

*dies*

HIS LOCKET LOOKS DISGUSTING

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 22:43:59 GMT

*FAIL*

I wish I had a turquoise copic marker right now...;_;

Trying to get this damned lj-cut thing to work because she fails at everything...

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 23:51:19 GMT

LJ-cut? Yes?

I FAIL MORE THAN LELOUCH IN..IN THIS.

DS Lelouch must really fail if he can lose this badly to an idiot like me who CAN'T EVEN DO A STUPID LJ-CUT.

aslkdjfha;djgha;sdg. *headdesk*

*dead*

EDIT: YES IT WORKS! HALLELUJAH!!! *SHOT*

X.x

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:58:01 GMT

Hurrayyy. I made a website. http://www.freewebs.com/next-week/

And now I'm starting homework at 4AM.

*shot*